Truth

Today i want to speak of truth.. Writing always felt natural.. Essential.. Like breathing itself.. And here i am staring at the paper.. Penning erratic thoughts gone wild.. Like the clutter in my head.. The constant noise, cribbing.. Protesting.. Fuming.. Criticizing.. Worrying.. Having no trust in the soul that wrote only as much as the body could take in this lifetime.. Acceptance is the key.. I know it.. And yet.. The unreal becomes so real in the head.. Creating circles within circles.. Smaller and smaller.. And smaller.. And we keep shrinking within.. Truth seems such a mirage.. What really is truth.. What we believe in this moment.. Varying in every eye every heart.. And then we fight and argue over it.. Like truth has to be some gospel only we know about.. Our perceptions are delineating myriad truths as per our mindset in the present moment.. Changing us.. Forming A rigid belief system that torments and haunts us.. For only the fact of life in this moment is true.. And compassion for the self and everything around.. For the 'humanity' within.. Most everyone knows this truth.. But colors it according to their comprehension in the present.. Letting life buffet and whip us along into whirlpools of thoughts,feeling,emotions that seem so real.. Our truths tormenting us.. With a finger always pointing outside.. Shifting the responsibility to others with a resultant helplessness.. Waiting for things to change as a legacy of our life.. I string these words.. They look beautiful.. Let me hold them and just feel..

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