The depth is there in each one of us… ‘realizing’ it in myriad ways — work, home, family, calling, etc. Whether words or deeds, this depth never fails to ‘touch’ another, filling a void in ourselves.
‘Anonymity’ from what? It’s like a child closing his eyes believing no one can see him. And though most of us grow up to be no different… still, how can there ever be complete anonymity — from ourselves… from the ‘light’ within?
All that ‘anger’ is aimed at whom? For can’t you see it is only ‘destroying’ you?
Hold on to that part of your soul that still belongs to you — not marred or destroyed by the ‘outside’. Don’t let your whole life revolve around ‘reacting’. Live your life the way you would have wanted it to be.
I know nothing of your life, am in no way equipped to ‘comment’… and it’s so much easier to give advice than to follow it. But one thing I do believe — and that is, no one can help us… but ourselves.
I know it’s damned easy to talk… and parables only jar when faced with ‘experience’ — and I am sorry… whoever has hurt you so crushingly. All I can say is: why play into their hands? Why give them the satisfaction of seeing you ‘shatter’?
However many fingers point at a person, your ‘reaction’ becomes a reflection in their hearts. None of those ‘fingers’ owe you anything — but you do. So take hold of your life… and to hell with what anyone else thinks. The ‘truth’ in a seven-year-old daughter’s eyes is all that matters… and the only thing worth fighting for.
Hope this message affects enough to make a difference.