Blushing rose gold sea

The sky dips its brush in sunshine and  paints a white canvas as Nature breaks out in colourful song.. 

The breeze danced in patterns of rhythmic footprints, all over the skin of the blushing rose gold sea.. pirouetting my heart with frissons of rapture, racing with the fiery hues of the setting sun

I saw the sea quivering as the breeze whispered sweet nothings in its ear

I saw the sea glistening bathed in the hues of the sun

Every ray of sunshine weaves a carpet of diamonds leaving spellbound stories in its wake

The sea is burning with passionate fire, at the whispers of kisses the rays sultrily ignite across its waves

Moments of worry

Every moment of worry just tell yourself :

This is my imagined perception

This is depleting my energy

This is ruining my health

This is alienating me from any solution

This is not helping anyone at all

This thought is what i need to replace

With a positive energy that pervades, that believes, that emanates, that heals

Nature romancing

The wind in my hair spreads its love

The water through my fingers flows its love

The sun on my skin paints its love

The moon in my eyes flaunts its love

The Earth beneath my feet caresses its love

The Nature all around romances its love

Just for me

And as i sat meditative and desperately seeking the untouched, unfelt, unknown

The sky painted in pink

The breeze whispered and nudged

The birds sang serenely

The flowers softened their expressions

The sea deepened secretively

And i wondered at this poetry

They were Writing.. just for me

Flow of time

We stare at this frozen drop 

of relentless years - 

Waiting for it to thaw,

To drench,

To slake.

We wonder at the frenzied rush,

throwing moments away,

waiting 

for that one glimpse,

of melting - 

the suspended dream.

We Watch it Spill into our life 

like a blessing,

held gently in the hands of time,

waiting

for us to believe,

to not give up,

to be ready-

to receive.

Both shall pass

In one moment life is beautiful

Enjoy that moment

In one moment life is ugly

Brave that moment

Neither are here to stay

Both shall pass

Meant to be the viewer

Watching everything

Like slides in a movie

We act, direct, produce and write

The whole script instead

Who am i

How are you better than anyone

How are you lesser than anyone

Each is still asking the question

‘Who am i’

How do we know

Who anyone is

A part of something

Apart from something

Insatiable life

These clouds 

They attract

Temptingly across a serene sky

And we give their shapes names

And they change buffeted by the winds of time

Leaving yet another mirage, yet another avalon

Chiding wearily our boredom

That essential thirst to feel alive

Grasping random choices

Adopting surreal temptations

Feeding a non-existent self

An insatiable life

No going back

There is a whole world in my mind

And each time i look within i see

A fresh horizon

A new planet

Changing seasons

Writing.. revealing.. discovering

Myriad stories 

Dream Experiences 

Or real

Unfelt, untouched, 

Life fast forwarded on screen

Waiting for the next moment

Craving the end

But there’s no going back….

Quiet homage

the dark clouds parted and the light of the heavens streamed through echoing the turmoil my heart valiantly tried to overcome.. here at the seaside the peace your presence goodbyes never uttered and a moment that never happened fades into eternity.. and a hush settles all around.. in quiet homage to a peace long sought.. to wings of freedom and joy.. shedding every darkness and all the despair.. bathed in this divine light I see you smile and we take that walk finally hand in hand.. only one set of footprints left behind.. and i feel your peace and i can say goodbye.. 

there is the feeling of wanting to be in a moment totally and not being able to be the way that i want to be.. sometimes words get in the way..

i understand nothing has changed except another wall melting away helplessly faced with a warmth that embraced every pore.. securely held in this cocoon of love flooding my being that tried so hard to contain what was there all along.. 

Music of heavens

life dances on the music of heavens resonating the heartbeats of earth happiness permeates everything in a semblance of the tinkling breeze a blushing dawn shyly holds the moonlight of dreams engagingly wooing the darkness of night 

day and night merge in the same embrace this thought touches every smile.. what a sight, strange bonds every soul holding heartbeats of lifetimes undulates on every palm the pull of relationships.. none closes this fist letting everyone breathe.. life dances on heartbeats it's fragrance throbbing in every vein in celebration as our life pulsates in every vein as if on strings that hold myriad flowers blooming with joy.. 

in a need to contain name or possess  ruins love shutting doors within the fragrance making it impossible to live with a  self that denies this rejection and begs to breathe the  ache of betrayal unmasked.. 

its only the clouds that make it possible for us to look at the sun in the eye.. rain gives birth to the first sapling autumn to spring death to life.. what are we ruing.. 

freedom like a bird.. presence like the breeze.. love like a drop of water merge like the seas.. contentment like the moon warm as the sun.. 

dreams and aspirations in this complete losing of ourselves that is still held back that overflows in these tears what opens our eyes as if suddenly aware of the outside.. a shattering of this self that stands unveiled in the glowing light of censure and strangeness in eyes that painfully make you realise the need to cover yourself.. 

i flew above the heavens where angels  fear to tread for if you ever slip it brings you back to earth my heart blindly soared on wings of joy.. deaf to all but your love then the sounds stopped then my eyes  flew open.. and i came down with a thud.. this dream  state can be painful sometimes.. 

Let go

sometimes her arms ache 

with this need to hold 

fingers almost feeling the touch 

of his skin and hair 

as in playful teasing 

they form myriad patterns on him.. 

her lips tracing their path 

bursting into helpless smiles 

teeth nuzzling as her tongue soothes 

in cooling touches that ignite 

an unnamed fire within.. 

and she feels drunk on him and love driving her crazy 

suffusing her senses 

in sensual abandon 

an enhanced awareness 

a mindless oblivion.. 

and he walks away 

his voice giving up on him 

the familiar sounds fading 

the silence choking.. chiding 

clutching his senses.. 

and heart heavy with grief 

he tries to glimpse a bleak eternity.. 

and feels the flutter of her heartbeat shiver across his senses 

in mute assurance of her presence.. nothing could take away the breeze drying that wayward tear 

as if chiding that bellief 

of it not being there.. 

and he turns around 

and almost calls out.. 

feeling nothing except her inside.. 

hot tears scalding his skin 

he hears her touch 

in the cooling embrace of the breeze soothing him still.. 

Was he crushing them with such a terrible burden in his mind but choked all she could do was will with her eyes that looking back she could find 

just one chink of light and let go.. 

Passing ships

as the sun sets with its contented fullness hugging the sky with orange fingers of light in mute parting bright subdued glowing i smile and my heart fills up vying with the breeze as it plays in my hair touching teasing wooing with a sensuality that falls way short of my thoughts of you.. 

as these passing ships chiding permanence move on in majestic splendor and this moment embracing all lights my eyes, breathes in my heart igniting life and truth.. in a palpable essence nothing can negate and i cherish each thought each nuance us, together hugging this moment to me.. i have felt joy dance deep within my soul.. a symphony in my heart and i wonder if i would let the discordant notes hold sway.. 

if you ever look away as you face the mirror or avoid your own eyes just remember it is those moments that make you what you are today.. that give you the strength to be who you are.. that give you the will to stand by your loved ones.. that give you the joy of being yourself.. 'cause first one needs to love oneself.. to really be able to love those around how can there be regrets for something that helps you become who you are today.. 

if there wasn't a 'yesterday' how could there be 'today'.. all our yesterdays together make us what we are today looking back i  need to thank all who held my finger, my hand.. all who pushed me over too.. for each taught me something new as i look in the mirror head held high.. i realize all whom i hated and loved all the grief and joy sparkled in my eyes as they shone back at me.. 

our bodies are the temples in which God resides.. he made temples for us these bodies of ours and we incessantly search and we ignore the voice inside unable to see him in each other in inanimate idols we try to find.. 

ephemera dissolves like morning dew.. buried shadows drive us to places we might not wish to go.. the less we are able to face our own personal demons the more we are compelled to confront them in other less conscious ways.. 

the earth's heart melts vaporizing to reach the heavens that overflow with uncontained emotion rinsing suffusing the earth as she is reborn.. 

love takes no prisoners.. love is no holds barred.. love bears sweet nectar, but love must leave us scarred.. 

this insatiable thirst for love gets realized in so many ways in so many hearts.. bonds that form naturally tugging at hreatstrings in this ethereal melody and life pulsates in every vein as if on strings that hold myriad flowers blooming with joy.. 

into leashed  desire damming  this flood of feeling that frustrated needs to flow free.. 

and we run around in frenzied search of a musk held within all along.. 

Engaging pleas

message after message 

persistently sent.. 

engaging pleas she just had to relent.. please take care of me he says 

like a silent promise shared.. 

in hushed moments she saw him despite all his dopey ways.. 

a deep loneliness and greater pride 

no favors here always side by side.. 

life isn't a filling station 

where you just move on 

with each heart fulfilled 

the attachment is real strong.. 

from a toad to a prince 

son to champ 

almondjoy chocolates 

to angelic godsgift

Acute shattering

we love dolphins and fear sharks.. 

both survive in the seas.. 

a fish out of water 

is never the answer 

painful and devoid.. 

each is unique 

can only be themselves 

that itself personifies 

-perfection 

 This acute shattering 

Of a self that seems to

Splinter into numb shards

Buried deep so deep

In cocooned vacuum

That rare fleeting touch

Of oneness.. So palpable..

Like rays of sunshine dancing

Over the sea in shimmery slivers

Of aching fluid refracting self

What hurts more.. The ache

Or the limbo.. As Time jumps

Between pockets of urgency and lethargy..

Mocking the cognition of its passage

In an illusory life!

A rare sound reverberates in my heart

Quiet joy or crazed furor

Why would this question arise

Such beggars we have become

Every penny questioned

Every penny grabbed

And i toss the coin hoping

It would hold the answer

To this rising mirth inside....

Driven whirlpool

within this mute dance..

there is a cauldron.. a cacophony..

ears that need to shut out the relentless 'noise'..

eyes that need to look away..

lips that move in incoherent gibberish..

in a vain attempt to appease the sensual foray..

is it the breath or moisture blurring the image

reflected back..

Words

not just words i see

the pain the plea the laughter the tears

words speak but who feels

you see the stars, feel the magic

hear the sound of the waves

still only a few can make you hear the melody

each sound playing washing over you

your senses attuned fulfilled

a touched dampness in your eyes

as you look around in awe

separating what .. experiencing reality

realizing your being

yes they are words.. they speak

as we feel......

Waves and gold dust

gentle kind like being born out of time

i can feel the hush

my heart almost stopping at times

in the presence of a blessing easily hurt

just like waves and gold dust

touch a feeling find the words

it's weird scary even

when you touch what i'm feeling

leaving me speechless spellbound

the rapport the deep affection

breathes palpably

so loud yet soundless

moving draining full and alive

these are moments

that wouldn't be possible with anyone else

because they are so uniquely shared

possible only because of you...  

Veil of time

masked through the veil of time

eyes beckon me compelling tantalizing

as mesmerized i walk unheeding

weathering the sands 

leaving a mirage of footprints on the heart of this desert

as the winds playfully make a mockery of my vanity

eyes that helped me find the oasis in my heart

footsteps in heart prints supportive.. willing me on.. 

Unable to contain

he asked me if i needed to be alone

from where do i find those moments

without him..

wish i could've made you feel that warm hug

that says so much more than words ever could

words that fought a losing battle with my eyes

as they overflowed in sheer emotion

unable to contain the joy of being touched

by an Angel

who selflessly gave me all of him and more

earnest innocent pure feeling

leaving a touch pervasive reflecting suffusing

Us......