So its the night of my daughters bday.. They are still partying.. And the smiles on their faces.. The sheer fun they find in each others company.. Uplifts my heart unimaginably.. We grow up feeling the burdens of responsibility.. But the company of children gives us the unabashed connection with our soul.. Provided we can let go of the burden of responsibility and accept our roles as simply a part of all the other facets of us.. The impromptu hugs our children give us speak of a seamless connection.. Fragile.. Precious..priceless.. In all such countless moments not a single one has seemed jaded.. Or adulterated.. Makes me just as happy each time.. We are blessed with many beautiful people in our life.. Every relation meaningful.. Momentous.. But we need to arrest it forever.. Needing assurances of a moment to stretch into forever instead of living a whole life in a moment.. I have so many unanswered questions about life that only i can find an answer to.. Provided i am willing to look deep enough.. To seek within what i await outside.. Really need to resolve to remove the mundane distractions of life.. And hold on to the essence.. To really look at it.. Understand it.. Imbibe it.. Enough to see the path i need to walk.. Loving.. Forgiving.. Myself.. And everyone else.. Everything else.. Answering to who i am accepting one by one all the roles i play.. With compassion and humility.. Everything that could possibly go wrong happened today.. And yet.. Here are my kids and their friends singing and dancing with untouched abandon.. And herein lies the truth behind all the unnecessary melodrama..
3:52 AM
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