Each time there is so much noise inside, i wonder why.. why is it so difficult to control.. Why am i so scared of this thought world and its reality.. Despite knowing it is momentary.. If everything is a projection of our thought world.. How are we putting the blame outside.. Every sensible resolution goes out of the window faced with the minutest disquiet.. Why this strong belief of holding the strings in our hands.. We pray but there is no trust in moments of stress.. To let go of things that are out of our control.. Its almost like worry and stress give us the feeling of doing something.. And only end up making things worse for ourselves and everyone around.. A single stressful situation seems essentially desperate.. We let ourselves drown in it.. Letting it completely overpower us.. And in the semblance of taking control, we completely lose our control over the situation and come out embarrassed, guilty, shameful, regretful and so on.. We are empowering the weakness, the negativity in our minds.. Forgetting this is just a situation, a very fleeting part of our life, we are unable to get out of that moment, believing it to be our life.. Defining it.. Blind to everything else.. No amount of understanding, intellect, wisdom, helping right then... And we look back in regret..
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