Listen, Accept and Relax

Its a nice sunny day.. The heat is really strong, the sun impossible to look in the eye even though its barely 8 in the morning.. Am not feeling so good because told the Maid off this morning.. For incessantly keeping her bucket, broom etc between the rooms despite telling her not to for the kids get disturbed while sleeping.. but she just wont do so.. Really need to JUST SAY THINGS not get upset because it leaves a deep disquiet always.. Be it anybody..

Left for office and tried to find some online word program.. Typed out all the written poems i had, took a break for lunch.. Then started chatting.. She seemed disturbed.. REALLY NEED TO LISTEN WITH COMPLETE ATTENTION AND INTEREST.. Has been so lately.. Wants to start something on her own.. And we tried sounding off ideas about it.. Then she went to her cabin and i finished my work.. 

We left for home, and at home i sorted my room, the house.. Finished yoga.. Opened all the windows.. It is So beautiful outside.. The flowers vibrant splashes of color that light up.. Uplift my heart each time.. The breeze romancing my skin.. The sea beckoning with its vast embrace.. the birds incessantly frolicking making teasing sounds of incomprehensive mirth.. and the sky.. blue so blue.. dazzling with muted light as clouds form cottony patterns of constantly changing designs.. and i smile eyes vying wih my heart to imbibe this ethereal gift nature bestows afresh..

Have just finished work for the day.. And i need to sleep too.. Its a beautiful night with wisps of cloud here and there.. There is a rushed disquiet right now.. Need to ACCEPT & RELAX for worrying just doesn't change anything, except giving me ulcers and grey hair;) so i need to listen, accept and relax.. Instruct clearly and firmly without shouting or blaming.. Stop reacting immediately.. Hug my kids morning and night, welcome them always with a smile.. Never hurry if they need to talk.. Leave everything to listen to them first.. And start walking.. Spend some time at sea side or at the window or terrace.. Goodnight! Slept really late.. Around 1.30 after having mango icecream..