I don't think I can describe the 'breaking free'.. or how I saw beyond the invisible walls.. like on the brink of some essence.. and the hollow void it leaves.. it's an ongoing struggle.. more painful because you sense there is something more out there.. and within you.. wooing you like a mirage.. a desert like alienation, the incomprehension in most hearts.. the 'contentment' with the 'conditioning'.. the daily worries of life.. even as you see them all falling off as husk.. holding the grain within your grasp.. with hands pulling you incessantly into the mire of relationships.. words.. dogma.. conditioning.. faces of transience.. yet no one asks.. no one sees.. is it the destination that matters.. then why the fear of death.. is it the journey that matters.. then why the rush.. towards what..
seep yourself in a moment, that's all there is.. resist the need to hurry.. making every 'touch' superficial in an urgency to move towards 'essential' issues that would hold even more essential matters within it's fist.. till flitting over all the instants we look back to ponder life.. and it's emptiness.. question self-worth.. and it's vacuity.. searching for meanings 'over' the horizon not within the folds of time.. overleaping 'eating'.. 'sleeping'.. 'working'.. even 'breathing'.. yes, we need to relearn the simple things of life.. yes, we need to relearn the rapt attention in a child's eyes.. yes, we need to 'unlearn' enough to condense survival into fluid images that move.. feel alive..
discard blame and regret from your life.. for this moment of realization is all we need.. to fulfil all the rest we have..
listen when someone speaks to us.. not let our mind drift away
these precious beats are what our heart treasures
freeze frames that capture the freedom of each breath
experiencing the 'BE' in our 'BEING'
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